Valentine's day.

Happy Valentine's Day.

To me Valentine's day doesn't mean much. It means much more to Hallmark in my humble opinion (they must be happy right now).
People have to find a Valentine's present, like their life depends on it... It's the lover's day, but don't you dare come with empty hands ! Yes it can be nice to offer something and show your loved one your feelings, but if there is a set day for it it looses the authenticity. Offer a present because it's the day to offer presents, or offer one because you want to ?
Love is not a matter of Hallmark cards (do people even look at it before buying it ? come on ! it's either silly or ugly) nor a matter of one day per year, chosen by... who actually ?
Have a nice day anyway, alone or with that person, I dedicate this photography to the very sweet couple in it (and my very special person that happens to be their daughter). I'm sure they'll enjoy this day, together (they always are :)
After all, whatever I say, it's still lover's day, so... happy Valentine's !

Holidays..

I'm in holidays.. for one week now. Still I don't feel the heavy stress of mine decreasing. Those are not real holidays. I spend all my time in my room. Paris is 1 hour away at least by car, and whatever, my friends are not in holidays. Why am I stressed.. don't know. I don't have work everyday, I would like though. One would say I barely do anything at all. But I would like to. This stress is worse, it's not a one day of work stress that will go away after work, it's more like a non stop many years long stress going on for... I can't even remember. It became something that follows me everyday, every second, all the time.

I need a radical change of life, because I don't know how long I will bear this one.