A piece of paper.
Today I got that partial exam.Well, the result will depend on the notation criterias. I guess I'm doomed ^^
The fun part is that I have another partial on monday....
What am I exactly doing here... I wonder sometimes.
I wanna go study abroad, one year in Thailand, one year in Japan, one in China or Korea, but I can't because I need a damn diploma, that piece of paper that states one's value.
Instead of talking several languages and discovering cultures, I have to stay here and get bored to death. Not exactly what I planned. Yay, life is full of surprises...
posted by maabaa at 19:47
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Hey Pef, ex-choir singer,
This is life, man, gotta accept it.
A box of chocolates, that's what it is. Sometimes juicy, sometimes shitty...
Sometimes the choices are not ours to choose but that's somehow the beauty of it.
Some surprises in life are pleasant some (well, mostly) aren't.
Anyway, keep in mind (I'm also thrying to) that it's not the rosy goal in life that counts but the bushes you pass along the course of your existence that does ^_^
Friends are here for you to share your experience with...
I had the very same feeling last year. I was too damn depressed that all I could think of was what the f*** I was doing here in Thailand? I should have gone to France and done what I wanted.
Then I decided to give myself a break and to get rid of all these thoughts - they did you no good. I just had to accept that this was the choice I made myself. In order to cope with it better, I came up with a few good reasons why I did it and I hold on to them. It might sound stupid but sometimes you have to do it to get through the whole sucky and shitty stuff.
Well, here I am. Trying to be happy with my life the best that I could. Of course, there are times that I wanna quit so bad but I just have to think of what I will be able to do after my studies. It lifts me.
By the way, if you wanna live in Thailand and find a good job here, then, this piece of paper is damn important. Believe me.
Sometimes you can get a damn piece of paper in Khaosan Rd. That's what most foreign teachers, who are currently teaching, in Thailand do.
Well, hopefully i'll get a real one ;)
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